Tuesday, August 28, 2012

A Zen Skydiving Moment -- Fentress, TX


“Sure.  I’ll watch you fall twenty-thousand feet and go splat.”
That was my response when my friend Brian told me he wanted to go skydiving, and he wanted me to watch the first-time experience.  It was something he had wanted to do for years, while I had never given it much thought.  Thrill-sports aren’t high on my list of fun things to do, because I generally find them un-thrilling as they invoke no emotion for me.  Initially, I was going to stand there with a camera to take pictures of Brian plummeting like a brick, but I ended up doing it with him on a whim.  It turned out to be most relaxing moment I ever had.
We drove from Austin to the small Texas town of Fentress to reach the place where Brian would go skydiving, and I would be the witness to his demise.  Upon seeing the wrecked plane with a sign that read, “There’s no such thing as a perfectly good airplane,” we knew we had reached Skydive San Macros.  “When your body ends up looking like that,” I commented to Brian, “I’m taking your CD collection.”
“I’m going to pay the extra hundred to have the videographer jump with me to record the whole thing,” Brian commented.
“Good,” I smiled.  “Something for your mother to show at your funeral.”
It ended up being overcast that day, so the tandem jumps couldn’t be done then, due to the lower cloud ceiling.  Because the clouds were lower, it affected visibility and did not allow for a safe tandem jump.  Brian and I watched the skydivers descend from around 14,000 feet, pop their chutes open, and land with a graceful run.  I had to admit, it looked pretty interesting.
A single experienced skydiver can drop from as low as 13,000 feet and land safely.  But when going tandem, the jump must start at a higher altitude (around 21,000 feet) because of the additional weight of another person.  Tandem diving is when the inexperienced skydiver is a passenger attached to the experienced dive master by four carabiners.  The dive master has the altimeter, parachute, and the reserve chute.  You have four pieces of metal, one at each of your shoulders and hips that attach you to your dive master.  Better hope your dive master likes you.
We came back the next weekend, when there wasn’t a cloud in the sky.  By that time, I had decided to shell out the $150 as well so I could also go on my own jump.  Brian loves thrill rides and screams like an excited little kid on roller coasters.  I, on the other hand, have a fear of falling.  Not heights, but falling.  I love to be at the top of tall buildings and peer over the edge.  I just don’t like the idea of tumbling over the side.  In reality, I guess it’s not really a fear of the fall itself, but the sudden stop at the end.
Once shelling out the cash for the jump, it was time to go through the scary first step of preparation.  We were given an eight-page form to fill out that we had to initial each paragraph to show that we read this and would not hold them liable if there was an “oops.”  At the bottom of each page in big bold letters was the warning, “Serious injury or death could result from skydiving.”
“That helps calm the nerves,” I joked when filling out the forms.
For all the mocking I gave Brian about the whole thing, many people go skydiving every year without any negative incidents.  If it wasn’t safe, then the public wouldn’t be allowed to do it.  All the dive masters are certified to be doing this, and are very safety conscious.
After a twenty minute prep from my dive master on what to expect and what needed to be done for a successful jump, we suited up in a coverall designed to keep you warm at high altitudes.  The two-prop plane took us up above the Texas landscape, which took about twenty minutes to get to the proper altitude.  Once the outside door was opened, we were told this was our last chance to turn back.
Inching up to the door of the plane attached to my dive master, my knees shook only a little bit, but my heart was racing.  Looking out the door of the plane I could see the ground so far below, and really got a sense of how high up I was.
“Ok, we’ll go on a five count,” my dive master said to me, over the roaring engines of the plane that now filled the cabin because of the open door.
“Don’t tell me!” I said.  “Just go!”
My dive master started counting out loud, then tumbled us out right after “three.”
We fell forward and exited the plane in a fetal-like position to make sure we wouldn’t catch on anything, but once out we unfolded, and arched our backs forwards with limbs spread out to create as much drag as possible.  Except for the wind, which was like sticking your head out a car window, there was no sensation that your were falling at terminal velocity (roughly 120 miles per hour, or 25 feet per second).  I couldn’t hear Brian’s shouts of excitement nearby.  I was too busy with my own experience.


I looked out around me, seeing the landscape stretch out for miles and miles.  At that point, the shaking in my knees was gone, and my heart was no longer racing.  I was so calm and peaceful.  The sensation was like floating in the sky, the closest a human can get to flying on their own power.  I’ve seen this view of the world below from the window of my airplane or the basket of a hot air balloon.  But to be completely surrounded by sky, that gave a feeling that was far different from any thing else I had experienced before.  It was thrilling, but not in the way I might’ve expected.
Any of the anxiety I had before was gone.  It was the most peaceful experience I had ever had.  It was the point of utter calm you strive for in mediation.  It was my ultimate Zen moment.  I was so immersed in the serenity of the situation.  All the relaxation and breathing techniques I’d tried in the past weren’t able to provide me with this experience.  With no sensation of falling, I was suspended in the moment.  For me, time no longer existed.



Ninety seconds later there was a jarring feeling as the main chute opened up to slow our descent.  My dive master controlled the chute to spiral back and forth for an interesting ride, while I got to enjoy more of the scenery.  At that point I no longer had a fear of falling.  In the back of my mind, I knew if the main chute failed we had the reserve chute.  And if the reserve chute failed, I guess I would just try to fly, figuring I didn’t have anything to lose at that point.
About five minutes later we were coming up to the ground, and although we had slowed significantly due to the parachute canopy, we were still going pretty fast.  As previously instructed, I tucked my knees up to my stomach so when we touched down, my dive master would but his feet down first to stabilize us and absorb some of the impact.  When commanded, I put my feet down on the ground, and we tumbled forward on to the ground to burn off the last of our inertia.  After being unhooked from my dive master, I thanked him for a great trip.



Walking over to Brian, who had landed moments after me, I noticed he was howling like his team won the Super Bowl.  “That was so awesome!” he screamed with a grin.  “I am so pumped!  Wow!  How was it for you?”
I smiled and calmly replied, “It was cool.”
“Dave!  You just fell from airplane!  You skydived!  And all you can say is ‘It was cool’?  Didn’t you enjoy it?”
“Of course I enjoyed it, Brian.  I now know what it feels like to fly.  It was the most calming experience I have ever had.”  And it is something that I will go back and do again.


Skydive San Marcos is located about halfway between Austin and San Antonio, east of Interstate 35.  Further information can be found online at www.skydivesanmarcos.com.


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